** Im just expressing my feeling. NO hard feeling, if u think im talking bout YOU...
For safety i hv deleted my main post... coz its edi over.... after the emo, im ready to get back to life!!
Apologize if i hv offended u in anyway seriously i dun mean it and im just expressing my feeling for so many years..................n now im edi done emo n im back with the new me!
sorry for complaining .. n all the whining.......... ..
haha APOLOGIZE N SORRY!!! T___T
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Indeed. And it has already destroyed my whole life, my everything. Im defeated by the word.
Although it seems Im better than somebody else who lives as beggar in streets.
but I still freaking wanna say it out loud,
I'm no different with beggars..
It has destroyed my personal, social, needs and wants, desire, friendship, family relationship. study, working life. Because of "u", u have destroyed my life.
Im now trying to find more job. ALthough is hard, im trying my very best to do so. I dun freaking care wat other people think of me now or whatsoever... my focus now is to earn more money, so my family and i will not have this sulky envt anymore.
MORE MONEY the better life i have. this is my target for now.
i need to change.
