[MV](ENG SUBS) MBLAQ - Running & Running (Fugitive OST)

IM COMING TO WATCH ,...... WAHAHAHAHAHHAHA

Msia to Korea!!!

Although i heard the news about AA flying to KOrea since last OCt....Seriously, i never expected AirAsia has flight to Seoul tat fast!!!!! Finally!!!!! my dream is getting nearer than b4!!! wahahahahahahahha~~~

This is the 1st step! God indeed answered my prayer! hahahahaha seriously!!!! i mean AirAsia to Korea??? can u believe that???!!!! now my dream comes true.

Now is just the matter of time when I waana go n who am i going with~~ im thinking of backpacking though.... so i can go whereever i want n take bus n all.... to go around Korea...but who willing to accompany me to do so??? n wait for the promotion n keep update self ,well promotion period to Korea via AA is seriously in good price!!! i tried to book just now, well is not successful~ nvm... at least i still got hope!!! hahah!! im super duper excited!!!!

now looking for friends that wanna go Korea?? hahahhaha i can go again if i want to !! hahaha with family, friends... hahahaha!!

keeping myself optimistic thinking... ONE day i will leave my foot print in Korea. Just the matter of time now. OMG IM STILL HAPPY!!!!!!!!

MEMORABLE Genting trip

Since after 8 years, finally the Chong family is back to Genting!!

The main purpose is to watch the Lion Dance World Championship.

Pics said it all!vlazy to upload again... so this is the link if u want to see~~

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=2064846&id=1551572605&l=9c1567871b

Everything goes well except the last part when about to go home.

Our car banged onto the roundabout in Gohtong Jaya.

Thks God nothing big thing had happened like u noe.... hit someone... in the car that bang onto the roundabout had no one inside the car

and the car was rolled down to the roundabout.... Gohtong Jaya is Hill right?... so i assumed all noe the condition of the road where the car was parked... n imagine the car rolled down with no one inside the car n banged onto the roundabout 50 m away...hmmm

pics??

So the car now is still in Genting to be fixed.. i mean maybe repair in Rawang.. so 2 weeks later v hv to go back to Genting to get back the car..

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Good question .. so how v went home????? firstly, v got 2 cars to Genting...since 1 car down.. there 1 extra car....n 7members in trip... how to fit 7 members into a car????

3 persons - Dad, grandparents 1 car

mum, me n 2 bro - landlord's (where v stay in her house in Gohtong jaya apartment) car all the way back to ss2........ arrived ss2 at 10.30pm... n eat.. n finally went back Sunway at 11.30pm.. tat explains the reason y im so tired on the next day! teehheee=P

Sky Trek

earlier after pangkor trip, i seriously in bad mood due to the death of my dog T__T i was emo... thks those especially tracy when i was down although ididnt tell them wat happened but they comforted me ... im glad to have such good n best fren , tracy...hahh happy? =P to comfort me in a way when i was down... now im neutralized n after this case, i found a good job too. Thks God....

hahaha! well tomorrow is my official training day... earlier i went work.... eventually....i do nothing. So they decided to put me on holiday .. ok force leave.. for 6 DAYS!!! wahahahahhaa... but tomorrow is the day T-T.

Well i enjoyed seriously this week. especially today, i gone to Skytrek with my primary scholl friends and my fren's cell group friends. well this also consider as our primary school gathering despite tiring, but i love the track soooooooooooo much! i will go again!!! definitely!

b4 i forget? did i mention after the trip we went to klang to eat bak kut teh? hahaha nice huh???

these are the pics.....

Klang BKT

primary school frens

group who joined this trip in taman pertanian

deciding to change my template today... so i just wanna say... its going to be a long loooong days for me...

my next exicting moment: Graduation on 21 August 2010. cant wait!! before that.. i need to remind my self to pay the bill 1st... pffft.

The choice is yours

ok.. i just hate choosing.

Should i choose this or that? ahh~~ headache....................

i scared that i will choose the wrong decision. n its really really scary.

So how??? ahh~~~~~~

$$$ Money is everything

** Im just expressing my feeling. NO hard feeling, if u think im talking bout YOU...

For safety i hv deleted my main post... coz its edi over.... after the emo, im ready to get back to life!!

Apologize if i hv offended u in anyway seriously i dun mean it and im just expressing my feeling for so many years..................n now im edi done emo n im back with the new me!

sorry for complaining .. n all the whining.......... ..

haha APOLOGIZE N SORRY!!! T___T

Money is truly everything.

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Indeed. And it has already destroyed my whole life, my everything. Im defeated by the word.

Although it seems Im better than somebody else who lives as beggar in streets.

but I still freaking wanna say it out loud,

I'm no different with beggars..

It has destroyed my personal, social, needs and wants, desire, friendship, family relationship. study, working life. Because of "u", u have destroyed my life.


Im now trying to find more job. ALthough is hard, im trying my very best to do so. I dun freaking care wat other people think of me now or whatsoever... my focus now is to earn more money, so my family and i will not have this sulky envt anymore.

MORE MONEY the better life i have. this is my target for now.


i need to change.

The end is the new beginning

Sounds familiar?? Yea... Avatar dialogue.. "Toruk Motu"!!!


hahhahaha.. anyway im now suppose to be studying.. but somehow i wasted my 2 hours for nothing ... sigh..............


The main pt is i hv actually finish my school life!!! uni life!!!! WOOHOO. i gotta felling !!! but is quite sad to leave my uni frens.. 4 years together n now separation. .... well life still hv to go on. but i will definitely miss my friends in UTAR!!!!! PR 6 rocks!!!!

i wan nobody nobody but u!! o yea~~


There were happy n sad moments during these period. Like assignements..i regretted not to take korean level 2...conflict in class, thesis, final exam, cpga....now no more... happy moments i get to know more friends!!! always whenever im sad or down u guys comfort me.

How i wish I could turn back the clock.

Dear PR6,

Although i didnt say this earlier, but during these 3 years of friendship, i definitely learnt a lot, i never regret to study PR. coz of u , u guys make my life colorful in my uni life. Without u, i will never learn to smile and laugh naturally. Because of u i hv learnt to become i am who i am. because of u, i learn to appreciate friendship. because of u, i hv become stronger. because of you, i know the true meaning of love ur neighbour as yourself. May your future in success. Never forget me. Thk u for guiding me to become a better person.


N pls remember im one of the yellow face association committee members. hahaha if u happen to see this..i want to say i LOVE U ALL!!!

Depression, Afraid, Loneliness.

Tats how i feel now. i think i hv never been to this serious kind of circumstances before since uni starts, until now. i just felt watever im doing, is just an annoynance to others. Every human is the same, but how come i feel im super useless at everything. i dun understand. i felt everyone is hating me, thinks im the bad one. i dun noe how to express my self. assignments , i did badly, exams i did badly, watever i do is just useless. y???? struggling with my life now. im wasting my time. wat am i doing now? im trying to work this out, but how???? i dun noe wats the prob??! urrghh... i hate this feeling.. its been wandering me for 3 years edi..this time is more serious.


wat can i do??? i dun dare to speak out loud bout my probs, i dun dare to do this n tht.


until suddenly i saw this script:

I believe that God leads you to bitter experiences as part of His overall plan for your life. They will either bring out the best or worst in you. They will seperate believers from non-believers. Many of the experiences are simply tests on the way to the anointing. Allow God to take you through the wilderness and bitte...rness of ministry. It is a step towards the anointing you desire. Ex 15:22-23

The master key to receiving anything in the kingdom is HUMILITY. It is important for you to be humble in the ministry and church God has brought you to. Jesus said, unless you are humble like a little child, you cannot enter the Kingdom.Matt 18:3-4. Entrance into the anointing is granted through the key of childlike humility.


its kinda touched actually. i understand why He does that already, but still im still human , i dun noe why i feel scare. urgh........

perhaps i should understand this script more gradually. after years of ignoring, i think its time to turn back...

take the challenge n do the best!

Dream to Korea?

i just don't understand, why is always so hard for me to go to Korea? i just wanna go to KOrea ,tats all. $$$$ this and that... urgh... hate it. im thinking of going this year end.. but many things come into my mind.

i wanna go to Korea like Seoul, BUsan , PyongYang Island, Gwangdo, Seoul, Jeju Island, but this year end is winter rite??? how am i suppose to go all these palces apart from Seoul??? i dun wanna make the trip into 2 parts. i wanna go all these places all at once, unless i join tour .. but who is going with me???????????

of course , i wanna go 6to 5 , Junsu Pizza shop.. backpack would be the best.. kangnam...but with who?????????? or maybe i go alnoe??? well, mostly.

family ?? can but they do not like Korea as much as I do. so wats the point for me to go with someone that has not interest in Korea?? no offense. i really dun say it this.. but going to Korea seriously is my dream. i need to go with happiness.. n i MUST ENJOY!!!!!!!!!!!

friends?? all been to Korea except some of my frens.. some are goin this year. i wanna go too........ urgh.... but many things just come into my mind!!! then me alone the outdated one. n where am i suppose to find someone who has interests with KOrea as me????

wat should i do???? somebody pls tell me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

New Year New Beginning

“Every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end.”

~Unknown~

Can it be true in real life? Some may think yes, some may think no. Of all the troubles surrounding me , i m doubting it. Some troubles have not been solved yet. Recently , i felt everything is not in order, and is all messed up. Im confused. Am i in he right course? watever im doing, is it right? whatever im acting and all, am i right? Many questions marks in my head.

Well, im hoping this is really true. i will try to stay happy always no matter wat happens. Trying to do so. May God bless me. I hope this year will be a better year for me.

Motto: SMILE ALWAYS!!! POSITIVE THINKING!!!!