Tats how i feel now. i think i hv never been to this serious kind of circumstances before since uni starts, until now. i just felt watever im doing, is just an annoynance to others. Every human is the same, but how come i feel im super useless at everything. i dun understand. i felt everyone is hating me, thinks im the bad one. i dun noe how to express my self. assignments , i did badly, exams i did badly, watever i do is just useless. y???? struggling with my life now. im wasting my time. wat am i doing now? im trying to work this out, but how???? i dun noe wats the prob??! urrghh... i hate this feeling.. its been wandering me for 3 years edi..this time is more serious.
wat can i do??? i dun dare to speak out loud bout my probs, i dun dare to do this n tht.
until suddenly i saw this script:
I believe that God leads you to bitter experiences as part of His overall plan for your life. They will either bring out the best or worst in you. They will seperate believers from non-believers. Many of the experiences are simply tests on the way to the anointing. Allow God to take you through the wilderness and bitte...rness of ministry. It is a step towards the anointing you desire. Ex 15:22-23
The master key to receiving anything in the kingdom is HUMILITY. It is important for you to be humble in the ministry and church God has brought you to. Jesus said, unless you are humble like a little child, you cannot enter the Kingdom.Matt 18:3-4. Entrance into the anointing is granted through the key of childlike humility.
its kinda touched actually. i understand why He does that already, but still im still human , i dun noe why i feel scare. urgh........
perhaps i should understand this script more gradually. after years of ignoring, i think its time to turn back...
take the challenge n do the best!
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