Dream to Korea?

i just don't understand, why is always so hard for me to go to Korea? i just wanna go to KOrea ,tats all. $$$$ this and that... urgh... hate it. im thinking of going this year end.. but many things come into my mind.

i wanna go to Korea like Seoul, BUsan , PyongYang Island, Gwangdo, Seoul, Jeju Island, but this year end is winter rite??? how am i suppose to go all these palces apart from Seoul??? i dun wanna make the trip into 2 parts. i wanna go all these places all at once, unless i join tour .. but who is going with me???????????

of course , i wanna go 6to 5 , Junsu Pizza shop.. backpack would be the best.. kangnam...but with who?????????? or maybe i go alnoe??? well, mostly.

family ?? can but they do not like Korea as much as I do. so wats the point for me to go with someone that has not interest in Korea?? no offense. i really dun say it this.. but going to Korea seriously is my dream. i need to go with happiness.. n i MUST ENJOY!!!!!!!!!!!

friends?? all been to Korea except some of my frens.. some are goin this year. i wanna go too........ urgh.... but many things just come into my mind!!! then me alone the outdated one. n where am i suppose to find someone who has interests with KOrea as me????

wat should i do???? somebody pls tell me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!