Im truly lost now. Sometimes i wonder whether did i choose the correct stream to study? Especially when comes to Final Year Project. Many research will be done in a year time for the sake of FYP. This also cause me stress alot. I even hv to "isolate" myself just to concentrate on wat im doin. Seriously, i dun wan to choose that way. but then, that is wat my mind told me. I need to concentrate. Im in Year 3 now. There is no "play" world now.
I even stress until dunnoe wat the heck im doing. Maybe i want perfection. for some reason, i even blame some1 else saying did not do a good job although the work is just copy n paste. i complaint over n over again. Sigh, i dun wan to go this way. I need to change. I know i donot hvas much work as other do compared to the outside world, but still this relates to my degree cert. i need to work hard for it.
I feel sorry for blaming other. im so sorry.
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